Oh my god, I had so much planned to write about, but then, kind of innocently, I got high. I brewed some cannabis in oil for 6 hours last night. I used a spatula to transfer the mj infused oil to a jar. I wiped most of the oil off the spatula. I didn’t think there was much on it at all, so I licked the spatula clean. Then as I was driving up rte 17 it came on strong. I don’t think it could have been more than a couple of drops.

So what happened? What happens when anyone gets high? I took a wrong turn and ended up getting lost. I was 30 minutes late to my appointment. Won’t be driving in that state again.

After radiation, I went to the grocery store. I had played Donna Summer’s i feel love during the treatment. I just really fell into that and felt love and vibrations. Yup, getting very trippy here!

Oh boy. Here’s what I bought: a pound of fudge. Manicotti, stuffed shells, mango leathers, ham and cheddar cheese along with sourdough bread (the sourest they had), can of root beer, cheddar potato chips, an exotic olive oil that cost a ridiculous amount of money, hot chocolate, grapefruit flavored sparkling water, and some other things. I couldn’t wait to get home to make croque monsieur sandwiches for Mary and I, which were delicious.

Oh boy. I thought i’d feel just a little tingle. I guess 30 plus years of being sober and drug free makes me exquisitively sensitive. Evaluation: hungrier but not smarter!